I'm heart broken, or just a little broken hearted...I'm not sure which...I thought for once..I'd found that one person..that i get and that gets me...because in the past I've been shit on..by so many guys..dragged around taken for granted..all those things that nobody wants to be..that's me...that's how i feel .
I've been nothing but extremely patient and eager to go along with whatever..but being the nice girl, does not guarantee the guy....I'm starting to believe friends when they say..."treat a guy like shit and he wont be able to resist you" maybe that's where I've gone wrong......so bring on the shit!!!!!!!!
I keep trying to play back moments where i may have said or done something wrong, I haven't even been given the chance to do something wrong.....and this isn't an act that I'm playing for him trying to be nice..being caring..this is just it..its me...so me ..the real me has been rejected..
I'm so tired of The Game, the getting to know you's ...the whats your favorite color...so fucking tired ...i just want to put it all out on a fucking business card..and say this is who the fuck i am..don't call me..don't get my hopes up if your just gonna fuck me over in the end!!
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