Every time i start to feel my overwhelming self pity i feel i should blog about it...its no wonder i don't blog more often ..I'm just sitting here thinking life is a strange little bug isn't it? Sometimes things go your way..most of the time they don't....
its amazing how put together most people look..like they've got it all figured out..cuz they seem happy in a house, in a new car, and a loved one..and pretty shiny things to look at and tell other people about..they really do seem so happy like nothing is every going to break them..like tomorrow that house will be gone the car will be gone..the loved one...and all you have is a box of shiny things that don't mean a thing to anyone anymore.
maybe I'm just being bitter...because..i have no ambition to own a box of shiny things. Or maybe i just think to much..all the what ifs, or what will they say...i should stop caring about the little things and focus on the big picture..i just wish someone out there would remind me, exactly what is the "big picture"????
