Friday, February 26, 2010

It's been awhile

It's been a very very long while since i've even looked at this blog, lots of things have happened...people have gone..people have moved on and out..and far away. But I feel the same, even with these loses and gains I feel like me just more time in between. and its sad to see that still nobody has followed my pathetic little blog...not that I blame anyone..if they want self pity and self doubt most people and look inward for that, this is by no means some political blog, some go green hug a tree live and let live blog, its a pity party, a poetic mishap, a I don't really know what you would call this self indulgent type thing.
I do have some good things going..a relationship...going back to school!!! Trying to understand why didn't I listen to them when they said stay with it...(school)..finish it up..you'll regret it if you leave for a break....and now i see their point..If I would have stayed in..i'd be done by now..getting paid more for doing the same...getting paid for my ideas, instead of just pats on the head..but it will happen again and again..some kid wont listen and end up in my same predicament....stuck in a sinking ship, looking for a life jacket..but I hope its not drowning time for me yet..I think now that im applying myself..seeing out new things..and opportunities...I think i'll end up just fine..at least thats the goal.

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